Tea With Me: 2nd November, 2020 Monday
Early Votes: 93 million
Lung Rabies:
Global: cases: 46.6 million; recovered: 31.1 million; deaths: 1.2 million
United States: 9.28 million: recovered: ?; deaths: 231,000
So, pup slept til 6:15 but I am still on the pre daylight savings clock so I was woke by 5:15am. Dozing in and out in our vaulted room nicely chilled from the open window, the only window in the room that cranks. Ah yes, another fixit call.
Not today.
Tomorrow is Election Day for US. Yesterday, the comments falling from a friend’s FB told many harrowing tales of threats to cars, property and even fear for bodily harm sourced in opposition to expression of their choice for leadership. I know some of these who have their signs ripped off, their mirrors slashed, their cars run off the road for a bumper sticker.
All these acts against seem done in coward’s fashion, when noone else is in the perverbial room.
I shut the post and wept.
Its the Abuser’s behavior, the man (or woman) who hits their partner in the dark alone and backs away when someone bigger says “No More.” Yes it is the coward in the dark. But somewhere deep inside that lurking bully in the dark beats a fearful heart.
We need fear, its part of how we stay alive but when its way too much too early in a wee child’s psyche it finds a way to grow and grow and grow. And then it just has to find a way out…
We have a leader now who, steeped in early fear, found support for all the bully he could source and he did rise against the rules to be the biggest Bully in the room. He shouts to all the little bullys hiding in the dark among US to come out and yell, hit, smash, knife, fire, and worse, anything they can to keep their Hero Bully where he is so they don’t feel alone and darkened yet again.
Yes, whoever reads this, there is compassion here. And the message in the Leader I pray to all the Angels will be the Leader soon, is that all those fearful bullys wreaking havoc against their Bully Leader’s coming Fall, are part of US too. Its our job to pay attention to their needs so maybe just may be they will not feel the need to stay the bullys in the dark.
I do not know if I can write the Light. The cell phone captures but a piece. The whole is somehow only truly known through soul. The end of day is bathed in honeyed mangoed rose and gold. Its Faerie Light and in it I feel my loved ones passed come with joy to say goodnight with all their love and prayers for peace and happiness. The chord is Holy Light for me and in it there is all the Love.
We are only Mortal afterall, The Gods have given us all we need to make what it is we make of all of this. I am of the stuff that sees the Shift to Greater Good for All. It is the possible in US but may indeed be out of reach for afterall we are only Mortal.
Tea was black and creamed.
Ta.
Tea With Me 