25th October, 2019 Friday
Well, mighty busy day at least for here.
first off it seems to be day the trees have loosed their jewels which are fluttering the brand new carpet on our grass as the Yard Angel Crew of Three came and raked what was here this morning. We laughed as we surveyed the glowing carpet laid today as fast as they raked yesterday’s. Their truck bed filled with smashed fadings of our trees shedded tresses. And still mire to fall.
Dream kite drifted low enough for me as I woke to think that was bizarre but why I thought that I cannot pull up now I end the day. I do know at one point in the story I was trying desperately to listen to someone telling me what I needed to know to drift along the river of the sleep tale but I kept hearing something on my phone and in the dream I could not turn my phone to silent or get it to respond at all.I tried and tried and finally when the need to pee stirred my sloth to wake I thought I had not set the audible book to sleep after 45 minutes. So sure enough it had just been speaking in my ear as I tried to fall into a dream. I have heard you cannot work your cell phone in your dreams. Sure Enough it seems.
So Yard Angel Crew of Three are lovely. Kind and tall and full of wonder at my magical yard. I watched its Spell enrapture them. Their wonder at the space reminded me to revel in it also. It is a magical place.
And shit, three lovely young men who loved my dogs and asked all the right questions, I am lost. They carry such palpable grace.
I am truly grateful that they came to help create the garden yet to come.
Wind is up. Its currents are sounding as they swirl the early night. I am happy here. This finally feels like home.
I let my siblings know their Beloved In Law Brother is knee replacing soon. My Eldest Living Sister called to hug me. It felt good. She knew I am a twirling just a bit. Ha!!!
He is a Rock, this Husband with a fucked up knee.
I am not a Rock. I am Ocean, strong, yes, but variable.
So after paying bills and fielding Angel Yard Crew of Three I asked The Princess Zoi to join me for our Pre Show Weekend Spa. We both survived and even nail trimmed torture. Zoi fell asleep on soggy towels.
Ta.

