11th October, 2018 Thursday
Day dawned full of sun and crystal gold swathed across the fronds of trees and vines. I live behind and vineyard and they are crushing grapes. The night air is full of fecund sweet fermenting.
My dreams were convolute and although I grasped the kite firmly for the details, I am vague. The strokes are these- I am somehow witness to a young Prince Charles kidnapping on the streets of a very old town. The hunt for him ensued and the cops were sweeping far and I said to a patient friend, they did not leave, he is in this building right where he was grabbed. So I went a hunting on my own and, Huzzah, found him trussed up with rope but other wise undamaged.
What is it with me and the Royal Windsors? Princess Margaret and her ring and now Prince Charles and his nabbedness.
My Husband changed the light bulbs in the ceiling cans in Kitchen and in Dining. Those fluorescent bulbs, I hate that light. Its cold and washed, it freezes my soul. So incandescents had to be and oh my my my, I have a new feeling about my house. It feels like home.
Home for me needs to feel peaceful and peaceful for me is hard to come by when clutter abounds. In the last two days I have decluttered.
Oldest and SIL have had quite the year. Much stress I have carried this past year is theirs, about their crysalis time this past year. Blind they have been about where their next steps are. I have felt them in my marrow.
Oldest got her offer and it is a fine fine thing. She is so relieved and so am I. It is no wonder I found essential order in my home in the last two days, that essential order so elusive in the last 12 months.
And SIL is counting trees in the wild coastline forests learning how to feel this new scape in the ways he pulses his lovely infectious joy at all the creatures of the Earth in any scape. He has, I think, felt a little lost without his Montana surround he knew everything about. So he’s learning what he needs and that is good.
Husband feels happy he is able once again to accomplish what he likes to do.
Yes, its beginning to feel like home.
Ta.
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